The One and Only From Malaysia

It was my bf who participated the WTC Site Memorial Park Competition.
He was among 5,201 submissions. I am so proud of him.
Reference:http://www.wtcsitememorial.org/submissions.html

SURPRISE!!!!!

I really have to jot down this. It was one of the silly things that I did along these years to be with him.

My BF is a Malaccan. While I was still a temporary teacher (GSTT) in a primary school, I used to board a bus and head to Malacca after teaching (Of course, Friday once a fortnight).

It was one day when I decided to give him a surprise. I never tell him that I intend to go to Malacca for my weekend. I pretended myself so busy and will spend my weekend at KL. Mf BF seems like giving me a surprise too!!! He told me that he will be going for a vacation during the weekend. It was a secret place and do not want me to disturb him. Our conversation was so mysterious that we do not take it seriously.

When it comes to Friday, I board a bus to Malacca again. I know that I was taking a risk. Yet, I believe he will be surprise and glad to see me. I was so clever that I dropped at Kotamas, Melaka which located right in front of Jaya Jusco. I planned to loiter the shopping mall first and tell him that I am at Jaya Jusco once he called. (hehe….for sure he would misunderstand that it was Jaya Jusco Taman Maluri which located near my house. He must be surprise when I told him that I was actually at Jaya Jusco Melaka.)

1 hour passed. I was so bored and realized that it was getting dark. So, I made up my mind to call him.

“Hello. Where are you?”
“Oh….I’ve told you that I was on a vacation at a secret place.”
“Me too….guess where I am?”
“Where? Shopping?”
“You are right! I am at Jaya Jusco.”
“O….”
“Hey, come and fetch me la….it was getting dark.”
“Fetch you?”
“Yup, I am at Jaya Jusco Melaka.”
“What? You must be kidding!”
“SURPRISE!!!”
“Oh my god! I told you that I would go to a secret place! I am at KL now.”
“What? Really? You must be kidding! What can I do now?” (I was regret for taking the risk.)
“Calm down. I shall call my friend to send you to my house then.”
“OK. But when will you be back?”
“I shall be home late tonight. You just have your dinner with my family. OK? I shall call my mom to cook for yours.”
“OK. I know what to do.” (Oh no….what a surprise! I shouldn’t plan all these.)

I took my dinner alone with his family members. I was so silly to face them since it was indeed a “bounce” surprise. Too bad.

My BF told me that he started his journey to KL at about 3pm. It was about the same like mine. My bus started the journey at 3pm from KL Pudu Bus Station to Melaka. Only god knows where our transports meet in the middle of the journey. I wonder what we were doing while our transports cross to the different direction. May I know where was the place that we were so close to each other before we know each other? When was it?

Note:
My Bf’s friend who followed him to KL that day even took it as a joke to his Gf. He even warned his Gf not to give him any surprises. It’s good when there’s only a planner and a coordinator at one time. But it’s risky when both of you are the planner and no coordinator at the same time. (Of course it does not apply to all situations.)

Journey on 6th & 7th May

Moles

First, check your face for any moles, and then look at the diagram above to identify the number(s) that are a closest match to the moles on your face. Usually, the moles only hold meaning for you if they are prominent and they are the only one. If your face if full of spots, acne or "little" moles, they do not count. When you've ascertained which position corresponds to the mole on your face, look up the meanings listed by numbers below.

Position 1 to 3 - As a child, you are somewhat rebellious and a free spirit. You have an innate creativity and work best when you are given a free hand. Generally, your superiors like your avante garde approach to life. If you have a mole here, you are far better off in business and being your own boss rather than working for somebody. What is promising is that you have the luck to be your own boss.

Position 4 - You are an impulsive person, often acting with a flamboyance that gives you charisma and a sparkling personality, but you can be difficult when there are too many opinions. You tend to be rather argumentative, but never to the point of holding grudges. This mole tends to give you an explosive temper and should you decide to remove it, you will find yourself becoming calmer and more at peace with the world.

Position 5 - A mole above the eyebrow indicates that there is wealth luck in your life, but you will need to earn it and work harder than most people. All the income you make must be carefully kept as there are people who are jealous of you who might attempt to sweet talk you into parting with your wealth. Be wary of those who try to interest you in get-rich-quick schemes. If you have a mole here, it is advisable not to be too trusting of others. Follow your instincts and be cautious. And never allow other people to control your finances.

Position 6 - A mole here indicates intelligence, creativity and skill as an artist. Your artistic talent can bring you wealth, fame and success. It also indicates wealth luck, but this can only be fully realized if you follow your heart rather than stick to conventional means of making a living. Success will come if you are brave.

Position 7 - Moles under the eyebrows indicate arguments within the extended family that cause you grief and unhappiness. This will affect your work and livelihood. It is advisable to settle any differences you have with your relatives if you want peace of mind to move ahead.

Position 8 - This is not a very good position for a mole. Your financial position will constantly be under strain because of a tendency to overspend. You also have a penchant for gambling. The only thing is you must know when to stop. Meanwhile, someone with a mole here has a tendency to flirt with members of the opposite sex as well as with the same sex. Better be a little discerning where you exert your charms, or you might get into trouble.

Position 9 - This mole position suggests sexual and other problems. It is an unfortunate mole and you are well advised to get rid of it. It brings a litany of woes and a parade of problems.

Position 10 - A mole here just under the nose indicates excellent descendants luck. You are surrounded by family at all times and will have many children and grandchildren. You have the support of those close to you and will be both materially and emotionally fulfilled.

Position 11 - Moles here suggest a tendency to succumb to illness. It is a good idea to have this mole removed especially if it is a large, dark-coloured mole. Otherwise use lots of foundation to cover it.

Position 12 - A mole here foretells a successful but also a very balanced life. You are likely to be not just rich, but famous as well. But although you have every opportunity to live the high life, you will have a satisfying home and family life as well. Women with moles here are particularly lucky and tend to be beautiful and glamourous as well.

Position 13 - Your children will be a big worry in your life. Your relationship with them is not good. There is nothing much you can do about this except to learn some tolerance.

Position 14 - A mole here suggests a vulnerability to food which can be a big problem in your life. You may have allergies against certain foods or you may simply be eating too much.

Position 15 - You are a person always on the move and constantly renovating and redesigning your house. You like to be introduced to new things and see new places. You are not happy if you remain in one place for long. You enjoy travel and adventure, and have a very observant eye.

Position 16 You need to be careful when it comes to eating, and also when it comes to your sex life. These are your two biggest problems. You tend to have weight issues which can make you depressed. You enjoy romance, sometimes with more than one person, but because you are a person with some morality, you will feel guilty about it and this will cause you much stress.

Position 17 - You will be someone of great social prominence. You are active on the social scene and an excellent conversationalist. There is a tendency to become bigheaded about your success, which could lose you your good name. This will affect you deeply because you draw your confidence and self worth from what others think of you.

Position 18 - You are a person always on the move. There is a great deal of overseas travel in your life, but you should take extra care each time you cross the great waters, as your mole prefers you to stay at home.

Position 19 - You have money luck and many good friends, so this is a good mole to have. Your weakness is that you tend to succumb to the charms of the opposite sex. In your life, it is this that could get you into hot water, so do cool your ardour!

Position 20 - A mole here can be very lucky or very unlucky. If you have a mole here, you are destined either for extreme fame or infamy. You have great flair for creativity and are also highly intelligent, but your talents can be used for both good and bad. You are not a person to be trifled with for you are no pushover and do not forgive and forget easily. This mole is a mark of someone who will go down in history either as a great or as a tyrant.

Position 21 - This is a good mole, as it suggests plenty to eat and drink throughout your life. This mole also brings fame and recognition.

Position 22 - Your life is always happy and things go smoothly for you. You could well become a sports superstar if you have the passion for it. Moles at the end of eyebrows also suggest a person of authority and power, so if you are the CEO of a company, you will do very well.

Position 23 - You have a high IQ, and you are both brain smart and street smart. You have a highly-developed survival instinct and will lead a meaningful and long life. You will be active until a very old age and will have friends and family around you till the very end.

Position 24 - You will achieve fame and fortune in your young age and you are advised to use this period to safeguard your old age, as people with moles here tend to have a harderlife as they get older.

Position 25 - You will enjoy good prosperity and recognition luck, but do be careful of excesses. Stay traditional in your attitudes and you will have a long and fruitful life.

Believes.....Better to belief!!!

I always concern on my appearance and outlook since that case of “Miss Catwalk”. I assume myself ugly because no guys chase after or even admire me during schooling time. I even blame my mom for giving birth to such an ugly girl(Hehe....what a silly blame!).

Jealousy appears in my soul when I discovered that there was a guy who chase after my younger sister during her 14 year old (while I got zero). The guy was her classmate. Both of them were class monitors. My sis was a capable girl. She was tough in doing everything. No wonder she was admired by the guy. Sorry to say that I started to have jealousy on my own sis. Each time when the phone rings, I shall pick up the call. Once I discovered that it was the guy who called, I straight away disconnected it. It’s rude. I admit. But, I know my sis won’t accept that guy or start any puppy love.

It was the first day of Chinese New Year. He called early in the morning to my house informing my sis that he is coming to give us a visit. I turned unhappy after that and get inside the room to cry. I was so stubborn that day and cry for not expecting his arrival. I know that I shouldn’t cry during CNY. Somehow, I just ignore.

He didn’t appear that day. Might have changed his mind, I guess. Phewh……

School holiday ends after few days. We went to school in the CNY mood. After we came back from school, my sis straight away cried and told mom an incident. According to her, the guy doesn’t go to school. He was injured during CNY. Surprisingly, he was hurt on the first day of CNY!!!!

He did come to our house that day. He boarded a bus of our housing area after calling my sis. He reached the bus stop near our house, and stepped out of the bus. All of a sudden, “Bong!” He was knocked down by a motorcycle. He hurt his ankle and broken few of his front teeth. Then, he was sent to the nearby clinic. OMG! How can all this happen? He really had the intention of giving us a visit that day. Poor boy. Why he never called us when he was injured, since our house was already so near? We know all this things only few days after.

I understand from my sis that there was a black mist which passes by when he stepped out from the bus. The sudden black out caused him unaware of the motorcycle which came from behind and knocked him down.

I was quiet. I know I had done a wrong thing. I should have followed the CNY tradition believes. We should have smile and with good hope during new year. Yet, I cried and was not expecting him to visit my house. How rude I am?

He recovered soon. My sis did not start any dating with him.

So SORRY…from the deep of my heart. I strongly believe the black mist was created just because of my cry and my negative thinking. It must be my creation. I learnt a lesson and follows the tradition believes after all. Better believe it!!

To Share: Easy Making Thai Starter

I tried this starter at Starhill Thai Restaurant. Ate an easy making starter. Nice...but can't recall it's name.

Things to prepare:

1. SIRIH Leaves
2. Sweet Flaked Coconut
3. Red Onion (cut into small cubes)
4. Smashed Ground nuts
5. Little dried shrimps
6. Cooked brown sugar
7. Little spicy chilis (cut into small pieces)
8. Lime (cut into cubes)
9. Flaked ginger

Hihi.....I got no idea on how to eat the starter actually. What I did last time was, I just took small amount from each of the ingredients onto the Sirih Leave. Then.....hmmmm.....yummy.....

Memory staying at SAND House

Sunday evening, daddy purchased a few lorry of sand. He decided to level up the wet kitchen area which always cause float when it rains. We were so helpful to help dad pushing trolleys of sands to the kitchen area. Works not finished yet. Have to continue the next day.

I was in Form 5 that time. We walked back home as usual after school since my house was quite near to our secondary school. We couldn’t believe our eyes to see our house was ‘sunk’ into the land. Our house was now the same to the road level. (As spoke earlier, my house was built below road level). We were too shock to see big change in just a few hours separation of schooling time that day.

We bounce to get into the house. My hands can even reach to the roof of the house. When we explored inside the “sand house”, everything was gone. There were no more dining, rooms, kitchen. No partitions. Only empty spaces left. Is it a house? Where should we stay? Luckily, the dining area, toilet remains the same since it was already located at a higher place.

We didn’t move. Daddy wanted to build a new brick wall type house. The decision was made only that day morning. He has yet to appoint an architect on drawing any house plan or do relevant DBKL authority submission. We have to wait. Staying in that house until DBKL approved the plan.

It was indeed an unforgettable experience. Daddy built a room in front of the toilet area. We three sisters were so lucky to have a room to sleep. Poor daddy, mummy and two younger brothers have to sleep outside. Daddy get the 3 seat wooden sofa, put a 3’ width door on it to make him a bed. 2 seat wooden sofa with a small piece of plywood wood for my younger brother. A larger piece of plywood wood supported by cabinets makes a bed for my mom and my youngest brother.

Life was extremely starved. Just imagine….it was my SPM year while my younger sister was going to take her PMR exam soon. We did our homework on daddy and mom’s “bed” in the morning. We wore our slippers even in the house. Of course, we stayed together with the kind-hearted hen. She likes to get inside the house to lay her eggs.

We siblings never forget to play during our pass time in the spacious sand house. Teaching, jumping, drawing on the sand were our newly created games. Ha….did enjoy ourselves very much that time.

It took almost four months before the construction kick off. Hurray!!!! We can move finally!!! Anyway, we were quite reluctant to leave the place too. A lot of childhood memories happened to be at this wooden house…..

(Shall upload some pictures on the scenario one day.)

人生感想: 人与人

人，并不可怕。可是，当人与人之间相处的时候，才是可怕。

每个人都有自我。为了自个儿的梦想、目标、生活、利益，逃不了与其它人配合。很自然的，形成了一个链。它的影响力可大得不得了。往往会牵连到许多不认识的人。

自我为中心的人，有着许多丑陋的一面。也许，我只能说这是社会的错。狐假虎威、虚伪、过桥抽板、互相利用、笑里藏刀、口是心非等等，就只为争名夺利。到头来，什么亲情、友情，都是假的。当你名成利就时；远房亲戚、久违的朋友、不相甘的人都会靠近你。好沾点光彩。相反的，当你遗臭万年时；社会淘汰你、朋友远离你、更甚的是、家人也会离弃你。

刘庸有一本书 -- 我不是教你诈。内容简单，教人如何宽容处世的道理。读了之后，感觉到人与人必须保持低调、谦虚，为了让别人好过，告诉他自己比他更糟糕。好像有些欺骗人的感觉。有些政治化。社会人都那么做的话，起不是更现实了吗?毕上书，哈，这书名也真取得贴切。

不就老早声明了吗? 我不是教你诈。

Creative Project Board

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I just can't wait to blog this out for my future review

It wasn’t a Fool. It was real. I received a call in the office late evening. It was a prospect client who gets to know our company through our Project Board. I thought of asking my boy friend to set a Project Board on site for previous projects. But he seems got no time to do.

It was this project that makes him feel so challenging and excided. He put some effort to design a unique project board and get the help from his friend to print.Wow....not bad.

It was indeed a big courage for me and my boy friend. So happy today.

Eight Anniversary To Be With YOU

8 Years
96 Months
417 Weeks
2,922 Days
70,128 Hours
4,207,680 Minuites
252,460,800 Seconds

Dear,

The time was counting.
We have been dating for eight years.
Really glad and appreciate to be with you.
Yeap...lets work hard and achive our dream together.
A dream which is neither yours nor mine.
But Ours.

愚人节

每年的这一天，身旁的朋友们都会绞尽脑汁来互相愚弄一番。被愚弄的也不许生气，必须忍气吞声。然而，若往好的方面想，朋友也是在乎你才会愚弄你啊! 哈!什么道理?

"你的鞋带松了!" 当往下看时，APRIL FOOL! 中招!自己的双鞋也根本没有鞋带的。真该死!

班上的问题同学与班长往往会被朋友们欺骗到办公室见老师。当然，这一招必定万事万灵的。到底是真是假?去还是不去? 有谁敢违反"师"令呢? 哈哈!

好可怜噢!别以为我们不敢作弄老师。只不过是演技太差点。失败了!竟然全班在女老师进班时，纷纷吃惊的用手盖嘴巴。然后说，"老师，你的裙脏了!" ALAMAK!现在回想起都觉得愚蠢、白痴的才是我们。

印象中，最愚蠢的还是自己被骗了一天才发现的那种。中一时，曾经对班上一位杰出的男生有好感。他学业与运动都很好。我欣赏他。我的五位死党知道的。可是，我没想到他们会抓住我的死穴。让我彻底的堕入陷阱。

其实，是我笨。当死党把它交给我时，我竟然相信。也许，我是很渴望收到他的情书，所以我相信。看见是他的字体时，我更相信。死党们不忍心向我说"愚人节快乐!" 我真的陷下去了!

在班上，邻座的同学看见了那封信。死党心急，怕东窗事发，赶忙抢去。结果给撕烂了。邻座的同学连忙:"噢!我今早看见他们写的!" 我沉默。我不相信。相反的，回到家后，我还想回信呢!

信，我倒写了。我认。可是，我没交给他。我不敢。幸好死党及时告诉我那只不过是一场愚弄而已。要不，羞死了。

现在回想起也觉得奇怪为何会对他有好感?就只因为他的学业与运动?他常常在班上打喷嚏的喔!蛮呃心的!

别说吃不到的葡萄是酸的。只能说我爱吃的还是果王。

致:右铭

亲爱的右铭，

感谢您，
在我面对困境时出现。
好让我鼓起勇气去面。

我不介意你不能说话，
也不介意你帮不上任何的忙，
有你陪伴在我身旁经已足够。

关关难过关关过
将会是咱俩的盟誓

我的名字你的姓氏的--座苹果(上)

Apple's Idol

Tell me why 美丽的眼睛 为什么 闪烁摇摆
一颗心安静不下来 Oh baby 为什么 Tell me why

It has been quite a long time since my last heard the song. Tell Me Why by Aaron Kwok. He wasn’t my idol actually. But it was the first hit song that I learnt from my friend. Feeling so proud of singing the whole song, I taught my English-educated youngest sister in the night on the bed. Yeahhh….I success!!

I started to do my newspaper cutting on hit songs and pasted on exercise books. I can recall most the girls in the class own a collection of song books. We sing whenever the teacher do not enter the classroom. Sometimes, we even exchange our song books for copy too.Really enjoy ourselves very much that time.

Idol….Happened to appear in my life. But silly to say here. Haha….

My First Time: Boarding Public Bus ALONE

I was in Form One that time. A gang of five including me went for tuition at my Class teacher’s house. We usually reach school early and board public bus together to the teacher’s house at Cheras.

My friend normally guided us to stop at Pasar Pudu Station and we need to walk quite a distance to a place where we can take 375 Intrakota to Cheras.

My parents suggested me to stop at Majestic bus station which is only one station distance from Pasar Pudu station and need not to walk so far to board a bus. I was so delighted and proud of the suggestion.

The next day, I suggested my friends to try that Majestic Station. But they insist of going their way. Being so disappointed, I decided to try the alternative way by myself.

Yeap…I managed to stop at Majectic Station. Managed to board 375 Intrakota too. But, I wasn’t lucky. The bus was not going the same route. Why? How come? I was shocked. I asked the passenger sitting next to me. She told me that the bus was heading to town. OMG! What have I done? I was damn panic. Luckily the woman brought me the right place to board a 375 Intrakota bus. I reached to the teacher’s house finally. Was quiet on why I was late.

I learnt a lesson. Bus with same number differs by the road heading updown or downtown. Thinking back…..it was indeed a silly mistake that I did last time. Anyway, I learnt how to board a public bus since then. Not bad!!

My youngest sister’s Stall

Little sister owns a stall
Selling lots of goods
Pencils, rubbers, books
Shrimps, crabs and others

Little sister was so rich
She earns a lot of money
Pencils RM 5, Crabs RM10
These RM 20, Those RM 50

I wish I could be like her
But I own no stall
I only own pieces of notes
That could only buy her goods

I own nothing in the end
No notes, no goods
Only small pieces of cloths
Wrapped using yellow pages

Little sister was so kind
She gave me lots of notes
I remained her goods
We played all over again

Bride and Bridegroom

It was one of a childhood play when I was small with my sisters.

Firstly, we tied up the two edges of a towel using rubber band. It will look like a bunch of flower and manage to fit nicely on our head. Then, the wedding ceremony begins. Since I was the director for the whole game, I sang wedding songs and planned the whole story.

It comes to pregnant period after married. I hide a small cushion inside my sister’s cloth right in front of the stomach. Hmmm….pretty similar to mom’s stomach that time. After all, I let her lay on the bed.

Oh…..the stomach was getting painful and time to give birth! Never mind, doctor has come (I was the doctor and my other sis turns to be a nurse). Take a deep breath…..1….2…..3….push!

“ngahhh….ngahhhh….naghhhh…….!!!”
“Congratulations! You have give birth to a baby girl.”

I took out the small cushion from my sister’s stomach. Immediately, I wrapped a play doll using a bed sheet and hand it to my sister.

CUT! GOOD TAKE…….Thanks everybody.

My gift

Dear Dad,

You were so romantic. For the first time I received a gift wrapped nicely from you. Remember the 24 pcs colouring pencils? It was a gift for my achivement in the class during standard two.I love it very much.

Thanks.

Your Eldest Daughter

梦境

有人说，日有所思， 夜有所梦。
也有人说，梦境的含义往往与真实相反。

从小，我都常常做梦。我爱梦。 当然， 也爱发白日梦。
我知道，睡觉时常常做梦， 意味着头脑还未能真正休息， 会影响健康。
可是，我可控制不了啊!

在梦境中的我，往往都会扮演着许许多多不同的角色。
我爱它那意想不到的刺激。
我爱它那不必负责任的后果。
我更爱它给我的一些真实感。

曾经，我在梦中被杀了。
我发现自己的呼吸逐渐虚弱。
当来到了最后一口气时，我醒来了。
好险! 仿佛就像真的一样。

我相信，梦境必定有它的含义。

Youth Recreation Activity Centre (yrac)

I received a mail from yrac. It was an update of the yrac's activity. Oh.... that was what I am waiting for.

I used to join this organisation to Mini Malaysia which located at Johor after STPM examination. It was a nice trip and I manage to know a lot of new friends there. I was considered too young to join that time because there were quite a number of single youth who are in the age of 25-30's. We enjoyed ourselves very much. There were grouping competition, Knowing you and me, Singing presentation by local singer-"Deng Zhi Zang" and "Chen Yik Wen", we even compete singing folks songs in the bus (Compete among the front, middle and back group of passengers). Hehe.....

My group has 13 members, we were so cooperative that we won the first prize for the trip. We did gather a few times after the trip. But now, I seems lost contact with them.

Haha....luckily I received the mail after so many years. I am thinking of joining it. Hopefully can meet them again.

Ugly Duck

I am an Ugly Duck
I own no white skin,
I own no sweetie voice,
I own no pretty outlook.

I am an Ugly Duck
I own lots of tease,
I own no confident,
I felt lonely.

I am a Swan
He loves to see tropical skin,
He loves to hear my voice,
He loves my inner beauty.

I am a Swan
He protects me,
He encourages me,
He is my Mr. Right.

?????

I am afraid that I might have forget my childhood, my happy moments, sad memories, love jorney, etc...one day when I am old.

I am gonna blog all my memories, print or save into a disk. Then, read when I am free after retirement. It might also be my night story telling to my grandchildren too......hehe.....

Green Apple......evokes your childhood memories.

Colouring Books

I like colouring when I was small. My dad used to bring we sisters to a nearby "Indian Shop"(mini market that owned by Indian) daily. We are entittled to buy an item each. Two of my sisters choosed sugars but I choosed colouring books, which was only 20 cents. And, my choice will always be the colouring books with pretty cartoon lady.

Cartoon lady was nicely drawn. How I wish I could be as pretty as they are! Owning big round eye, having curly hair, well dressed....I coloured them nicely and collected quite a number of colouring books. Each evening, I shall enjoy myself going through the colouring books again and again. I even requested mom to draw me some pretty lady for colouring purpose too.

There was a float one day which destroyed my collection of colouring books. I was so angry, sad and stubborn. "I don't care. I want you to buy me a set of colouring books, which is the same as mine and coloured the same as how I coloured!!!" That was what I said to my mom although it wasn't my mom's fault. Sorry mom......But.....I hate the float very much!!!!

I do not buy any colouring books since then. Really give up. It's enough as long as I owned it before.

MiSs CatWALK

I am weak in observation. But, i believe people will observe me wherever I go. Wierd thinking. Right?

I was 14 that time. Everyday when we row up and get into the classroom, I was always the 'clown' among my classmates. According to them, my walking style was so funny. Is it really funny? I am very comfortable with my walking style since small.

I started to suffer. I wonder why people likes to observe on my movements...my walking style. I was also given a nickname as "Ms. Catwalk". "Ms. Catwalk" makes me feel fear to walk normally among my friends. I used to try my very best to change my walking style but I failed. The more I change, the worse it was. I was indeed dissappointed and started to loose my confident.

Things worst when I became the topic of my classmate. I was informed by one of my best friend that XXX said, " If I were her, with a walking style like that, I would rather jump down from Maybank Kuala Lumpur." I wonder why it has to be Maybank Kuala Lumpur. Then, my this best friend told me that it was the highest building at Kuala Lumpur that time. What a big shock! Is it that terrible??? How can she say like that? Is it true from her mouth? Why my best friend want to tell me all this? It was damn hurt.

I admit "Ms. Catwalk" changed my thaughts negatively. I loss my confident in making decision, driving, facing the society... Anyway, I wish i could overcome it one day.

Just leave me alone.

Scary Injured

Not me. It was my younger brother!

He was a naughty boy and likes to loiter at the front yard instead of back yard. Daddy has a lot of construction stuffs such as sand, zincs, woods and etc at the front yard. He enjoyed himself by playing near the zinc.

No one knows how it happened. Really....

He went into the toilet for quite a long time. Not bathing....so silent. Mom started to urge him out from the toilet. He acted commonly like nothing happened until we discovered there was a few blood drops on the floor. His leg was injured by the zinc. OMG! It was not just a cut. But a cut off of the flesh. We manage to find his flesh of 4cm(L) x 2cm(W) x 2cm(D) on the ground near the zinc.

He knew that it was his fault. So, he disclosed the injured leg from us. He poured a lot of dettol onto his leg in the toilet. I really wonder how he can sustain from the pain. It must be damn hurt to have dettol onto the cut flesh....

Mom was shocked to see the cut. She quickily rush him to the clinic near by. My brother shouted loudly when the doctor used a cotton to wash his cut. Luckily, no operation done. We put some chinese medichine powder onto the cut and it managed to cover the flesh so soon.

Whenever we see the scar on his leg, there is always a scar deep in our heart. It was so hurt ....

LoSt iN The ZOO....

My younger brother was 5 years old when I was 11.

Daddy brought the whole family to local zoo one day. We were so excited. My younger brother likes to run here and there. So, I really have to keep an eye on him so that he won't get lost in the crowd.

We followed the back of our mom. Mom was busy taking care of my little brother who was 3 years old that time. All of a sudden, we just reallised that he was not in our eyesight. We were so shock. Mom started to cry and ran everywhere to locate him. She was afraid that my brother was being kidnapped or ......dropped into the cage and became the meal of lions/tigers.....

Luckily, we found him finally. He was crying seriously. Poor brother....A chinese woman brought him to locate us. She was really kind and pampered him with an apple. We really appreciate her help.

Dear brother,
do you ever know how we feel by the time you were lost?
and how we feel when we manage to locate you?

LOVE makes us to worry by the time you were lost,
LOVE makes us to smile and appreciate when we manage to locate you.
That's the answer..

Lipstick on my LIPS

Lipstick...how miracle. Every woman who make up will look pretty and nice. Hmm.....I wish I could try it one day.

The day has come. It was a Friday evening. The barber shop next door was close. Mom was having a nap. I tip toed to mom's cabinet and grabed a lipstick applied on my lips quickily. Wow....so nice...how pretty. Then, I decided to show it to others. Before that, I cleverly changed into the most beautiful dress that I have.

This "Dai Guai Tao" really brought the attention of other sisters. They followed. It was not proud to show off inside the house. Why don't we do like the singers and have an open air concert? Good idea!!!!

We opened the grille door and stood at the waiting stool belongs to the barber shop. Each of us demonstrated a song and enjoyed ourselves very much. It was quite dangerous when I recall back the scenario. What if we were kidnapped that time?

Luckily a chinese woman passed by. She told a lie that our mom was calling and urged us to get into the house immediately. We were shocked by the stranger and get into the house quickily. Ei....Mom was still sleeping.....We cleaned up ourselves and continue with our homework then.

Ha....What a wonderful day....Mom would never believe what was happened that day.....

Little Bees & "Yum Yum"

There was a song that I learnt in the primary school called "Xiao Mi Feng"- Little bees. Quite a nice song.

I am the one who help taking care of my youngest brother while he was small and still sleep in the "sarong". It was irritating while he cries. Then, I started to sing whatever songs that I learnt from school just to pamper him. "Xiao Mi Feng" was the song that makes him stop crying and turns to smile.

My little brother was so cute by that time which cause me felt like wanna 'cubit' him. Haha.... "Yum Yum" is the normal harassment that i used onto him. Whenever I want to wake him up, I will grab on his butt and say "YUM YUM". He turns undelighted every time I did this. So cute....

Haha.....Of course I am not doing this now since he is already 19 year old.

Fear Factor : WoRMs

We sisters heard Mom saying that chicks if given worms to eat, will get much healthier and grow up soon. So, we decided to help up the chicks.

One evening, the three of us were loitering at the back yard again. After we completed our mission (as mentioned before - collecting kampung eggs), we get ready with a bowl (borrow from Ah Wong's plate bowl) and started our challenging FEAR FACTOR.

Worms can be easily found under the rocks and woods behind our back yard. So, we sisters split and competed among each others on the amount of worms caught.

"Ah! Found one. It's so big and juicy!" I was so happy. But.... I wonder how I am gonna get it out from the sand. Using my HANDS??? Yuccccck! No way! I decided to give up. I don't even dare to hold it. Just imagine when you are holding a long worm with your fingers when it started to struggle......OMG...

"Sisters!!!! Come over....I found one here." Without wasting time, the worm that I found was thrown into the bowl by my younger sister. What a shame on me..... >"<

"I locate the worms and you guys catch. Ok? So geli."

My sisters managed to catch so many worms after an hour. We started to chop the worms using rocks to make it shorter since we understand that "cacing" has a lot of segments The worms seem so yummy for the hens and were standing so close to us. Anyway, we just chase them away. It's for the chicks! We caught some chicks and served them with worms. Of course the mother of the chicks were served too. Otherwise....it will be so fierce.

The chicks were delighted to have such a delicious food and their stomach seems full. I wonder if the worms were still "moving" in their stomach......hmnn......?!?

That's the Fear Factor happened behind my back yard. I lose in the game :(

Nights of "3 in 1"

Last time when we sisters were small, we used to stay in a room on the same king size bed. We likes to chit chat before sleep.

One night, we enjoyed ourselves very much chatting on the bed again. Chatting on the sounds from the ceiling, the staring eyes of Maggie Cheung's picture (that I sticked on the wall)......We were so excited and laugh with joy.

"Bukk!"

(OMG! The three of us started to standby with our tools and stop chatting.)

"What's the time now? No need to sleep?"Dad came and scold. We were so quite and pretend to sleep. Then, dad back to his room.

Again, we started to laugh each other and continue chit chatting.

"Bukk!" Again, Dad came but this time along with a cane. We were ready in the standby mode again. This time, dad punished each of us with a cane on the leg and gone.

After dad closed his master bedroom's door, we started to share the feeling of our punishment. My eldest sis and my punishment were moderate, not so painful, my youngest sis was not even painful.

Know why? Our tools does matter. My youngest sis owns the longest and thickess matress of all.

Like Cats N Dogs

"OMG! The water is coming in!!"
"Close the door and bring some cloths! Fasterrrr!"

This scenario always happened when it rains. Since my wooden house was located below road level, it turns to be a "drain" when cars pass by. We usually close the door and get some cloths to block the holes.

It was quite lucky for me if it was a small rain. But, when it rains like cats and dogs, it was indeed TERRIBLE!!

Waters come in from front and back. We started to move things to a higher place. Dad will always order us to go to the dining area (it was about 3' higher then the Living Area, Master Bedroom, Our Room and Kitchen). After few minuites, the water level increased. My brothers started to play paper boats. I simply go down and walk around but not forget to ask my siblings to stay there. Seeing me enjoyed walking in the float, my other sis also joined without my conscious. Later, my brother also joined. But he was a bit clever and used two chairs to walk step by step.

Burggggg.......so hungry. But mom can't cook in the float. Have to wait till the rains turn small then only daddy will pack some food for our dinner.

We prayed and prayed. Rain, rain, go away. Come again another day.

I hate float. There's once that the retaurant nearby pour out their curry and when it rains, the float was so dirty, oilly and smelly. Yeakkkkk! After all, we have to wait till the water subsided then only can wash the house. Muds, Dirts, Rubbish everywhere. What a waste of time, water, and money!