MiSs CatWALK

I am weak in observation. But, i believe people will observe me wherever I go. Wierd thinking. Right?

I was 14 that time. Everyday when we row up and get into the classroom, I was always the 'clown' among my classmates. According to them, my walking style was so funny. Is it really funny? I am very comfortable with my walking style since small.

I started to suffer. I wonder why people likes to observe on my movements...my walking style. I was also given a nickname as "Ms. Catwalk". "Ms. Catwalk" makes me feel fear to walk normally among my friends. I used to try my very best to change my walking style but I failed. The more I change, the worse it was. I was indeed dissappointed and started to loose my confident.

Things worst when I became the topic of my classmate. I was informed by one of my best friend that XXX said, " If I were her, with a walking style like that, I would rather jump down from Maybank Kuala Lumpur." I wonder why it has to be Maybank Kuala Lumpur. Then, my this best friend told me that it was the highest building at Kuala Lumpur that time. What a big shock! Is it that terrible??? How can she say like that? Is it true from her mouth? Why my best friend want to tell me all this? It was damn hurt.

I admit "Ms. Catwalk" changed my thaughts negatively. I loss my confident in making decision, driving, facing the society... Anyway, I wish i could overcome it one day.

Just leave me alone.